Do you think this is crazy to do?

wow you just made that sound so creeepy. although i'm sure you're not and no its not crazy. it sounds like you just want the love of a girl/ young woman whatever you wanna call it. i don't think it means you lack the love of a mother figure... i mean, i too imagine a boy/man loving me or holding me like right before i fall asleep at night (i'm 17, girl, by the way), and not because i'm crazy. i just want someone to love me. normally though, i imagine holding someone whom i love whom i have lost. but still, no, you are not crazy. wanting to be loved and held is normal.